I think it was not a good idea to be updated with people who actually damaged your self worth. I suddenly feel more insecure and it’s really bothering me. I can still remember how much I hated going to school.
I also hate the fact that people can easily manipulate me. And that I easily believe people. I shouldn’t give in easily to any situation because in the end, I’ll be the one suffering on the inside and the outside (and that really sucks). Another thing, I’m really bad at lying, damn it. I have too much honesty towards others. I don’t know why I have to be so honest, maybe it’s because I want to fit in with everyone…damn it.